No Silver Linings
Siver linings do not exist for me,
Because this was never meant to be.
There is no at leasts or Gods will,
Because my baby was born still.
I lost my hopes and dreams that day,
The day my baby was taken away.
There will never be a positive reason for it,
And I really wish people would just quit.
Stop looking for a positive side, for I know it's all negative and I choose not to hide.
My heart is broken, world filled with despair.
But I keep on smiling as I imagine her there.
I speak about her as she is the hope, the happiness, the love even though my baby was sent up above.
She is my reason for continuing each day, although I'll always wish my baby could stay.
She existed, this is all real.
Talk about her and allow me to feel. In time I'll keep talking about her still, because that's what will help me to heal.
Written by Stephanie Maloney
On 02 September 2020
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